| Can't wait for this film to come out in the UK 17th december 2009.
IMAX cinema!!
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| She's lucky to only get 26 years IMO. Probably should have fessed up from the start as I'm sure it wasn't premeditated.. |
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| This story will be about Kim.
I met Kim a little over a year ago. A friend of mine, who we can call Pat, had started to go to community college around here and one day brought this girl over who he met. The first thing I could think was that she was WAY out of his league. I was wondering what such a pretty girl was doing going to a strangers house, with my grudgy friend. The guy I'm talking about I'm no longer friends with and I have to say that he's always been rather dirty and had such a horrid sense self maintenance. Anyway, I was smoking a bong in my kitchen and I could tell that when Kim saw it, she wanted in. I thought this was kind of funny because I knew Pat didn't smoke and didn't like being around it too much. She comes over to me and pulls out this fresh baggie of some premium tree. Her and I sat around and smoked the whole thing and just hit it off. I'd have to say I was happy to have met her and hoped to see her more.
She was kind of obligated to be with Pat for the time so when he left, so did she. A few weeks past and Pat and her kept hanging out... nothing very serious. The furthest it had gone between them was a few drunken kisses. Which leads me to her apartment. She had moved from her parents house (about an hour away) and was staying in an apartment with her best friend. Pat eventually invited me over and it ended up being us 4 getting drunk and having fun.
Sometime after my first few visits to Kim's apartment, we'd exchanged numbers and kept in contact through text. It was after this that she sort of kicked Pat out of her life by pretty much ignoring him... I did the same. I knew that if he found out her and I were talking, he'd think I did something to intervene. It was pretty much just her using him to get to me is what I worked out in my head.
Once her and I were on a familiar basis and hanging out for no longer than a week, I came over one day where her and I were going to watch a movie. We were getting settled and I was thinking tonight would be the night I'd put in the dagger and take home my prize. She get's a phone call from her ex-boyfriend who I'd heard nothing but terrible things about. It ends up being her in her bedroom for 30 minutes talking to him. After a while I guess she kicked her roommate out of her room and she filled me in on the bulk of the convo. She was getting back together with her ex...
I felt like a total fucking idiot. I knew that my position was to either be accepted, or retreated from. To be her friend, or just admit I wanted the pussy and bail out now that it's not going to happen.
I stuck around. Her and I ended up becoming very good friends and since pretty much knowing her, except the beginning, she has been with this guy. I've met him a few times and he's a good guy who reminds me a lot of myself. They seemed happy together and I was accepting that she was with someone else. It was hard, but I figured her friendship is better than nothing at all.
One time while she was with him though, I eventually told her how I felt and she confessed she was very attracted to me. My problem was I guess I waited just 1 day too long to make a move, and I had to live with it. This was a pretty awkward moment between us where we almost ended up kissing, but she stopped me. I was upset and gave her a sort of "him or me" ultimatum and that ended up in us not talking for a while.
I eventually appologized for acting innapropriate and we remained friends.
The end of the Spring 2009 semester was ending which meant she was going to be moving back home for the summer. At the time I was thinking this would be good for me to take my mind off of her and not be around her all the time... The thing was that we hung out nearly every day even when she was with her boyfriend because he lived back where her house was. It was good for us both since she'd see him more, and I'd see her less.
We hung out over the summer several times and more recently since then. She is still with her boyfriend but will ALWAYS send me texts about how she misses. At first I looked into that too much, but then I figured it was because we're really good friends. I had to keep reminding myself to not look into every too much since she was indeed taken and I was clearly friend-zoned.
Just the other day though... we made plans to hang out. I kind of ditched her that night because I had other things going on. The next day she txt's me with a ":(" and it kind of had me feeling bad because I love to see her and I usually jump at an opportunity to see her. I told her I was sorry but that I had a lot of school work to do (truth). She then went on to tell me she misses me (standard stuff with her). Afterwords, she goes on to say she's been meaning to tell me some things. It eventually leads to her telling me that after she moved from her apartment, it felt like a part of her was missing. She goes on to say how handsome I've been looking and how I've slimmed down and finishes by saying she thinks I'm her soul mate.
This all made me feel really fucking stupid... I'd been trying to get over this girl for a while and she comes at me with this. I told her she shouldn't say that. She responds with "why, what if i mean it?" This was all through text so I told her to save whatever she has to say for her words, not text. She agrees and adds that she's got more to say. We're planning on meeting up some time during next week.
I'm confused because as far as I know, she's still with her boyfriend and I really don't know what to expect.
The entire reason for this thread is so that I can clear my head and get some xanga-spective. |
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| Opening the door for the next person and they are elderly and take like hours to cross the doorway, and you have a fake smile for the whole time.
Plus he never thanked me....
I'm sure someone can top me.!!
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